i've been such a stress bucket lately. dia will only let me work in 2 min spurts. no joke. it's gotten me into such a frazzled funk. even now i have dia screaming bloody hell, trying to climb onto my lap so she can type on my keyboard as i "pen" this in.
last night i texted curtis a honey do list at about 8pm. he was on his way home from the gym. "honey can you pick up some bananas. while you're at it grab a gallon of sanity and a break would be nice." from there i went on to tell him i was ready to curl up into a ball and cry. it's been tough to not have any personal space or even a moment to think long enough to string some maybe intelligent words together. it's been rough.
today curtis sent me out of the house to get some work done so i took my laptop to panera. i didn't bring my power cord on purpose. i wanted to make sure i used my time efficiently and if the power was going to run out on my laptop then i had no time to waste. fb was definitely off. it was perfect! i headed home after i was done feeling so much better. it's not like i needed that much time either. i just needed ENOUGH time to string a couple of intelligent thoughts together. to show my appreciation i brought curtis lunch. i guess he wasn't done. i was back at 1pm and he told me i had to go pick up something for him at 3.45. i headed out to the parcel pickup address and found myself at the door to a massage place. he booked a relaxation massage for me. i feel loved and i soooo soooo sooo appreciate him.
yeah... she's cute. don't be fooled. she's a demanding lil terror too.
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